Your Poetry Dot Com - Panic attack

Array ( [sid] => 104812 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Panic attack [time] => 2005-09-01 00:41:29 [hometext] => [bodytext] => Sitting in my hiding space
Bleeding tears, again my face
Contorts in pain, not from abuse
But from feeling trapped, can not get loose
I married for love, and had a child
Alone no more, saved from the wild
Years go by, the worries grow
The bills are high, esteem is low
Feeling numb and cannot breathe
Afraid to move, resentment seethes
Decision made, to break apart
Doubting questions, invade my heart
Where will we go, what scars will I lay
On my wife, and myself and my son so one day
He can hate me, like I hate my dad
Will he resent me forever, and be driven mad
By feeling the sting of abandonment
Even if it’s not the truth…. [comments] => 6 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 48 [informant] => darkscorpio [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry ) Your Poetry Dot Com - Panic attack

Panic attack
Date: Thursday, 1st September 2005 @ 12:41:29 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: darkscorpio

Sitting in my hiding space
Bleeding tears, again my face
Contorts in pain, not from abuse
But from feeling trapped, can not get loose
I married for love, and had a child
Alone no more, saved from the wild
Years go by, the worries grow
The bills are high, esteem is low
Feeling numb and cannot breathe
Afraid to move, resentment seethes
Decision made, to break apart
Doubting questions, invade my heart
Where will we go, what scars will I lay
On my wife, and myself and my son so one day
He can hate me, like I hate my dad
Will he resent me forever, and be driven mad
By feeling the sting of abandonment
Even if it’s not the truth….

This poem is Copyright ยฉ darkscorpio

Important note: ALL POETRY ON THIS SITE IS COPYRIGHT.
If you wish to use any poem for any purpose, please either EMAIL Mick from
the sites feedback form, or go to the AUTHOR'S site and EMAIL the author for permission.
If you Email Mick for permission on any poem that is not his personal works,
he will endeavor to contact the author on your behalf.

This poem comes from Your Poetry Dot Com
https://www.your-poetry.com/

The URL for this poem is:
https://www.your-poetry.com/route.php?page=poetry/PoemDetail&story_id=104812