Your Poetry Dot Com - Let It Go

Array ( [sid] => 110697 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Let It Go [time] => 2005-12-01 12:24:57 [hometext] => Let it GO [bodytext] => So exposed, I'm now to close,a chapter in this verse of life.Everyone knows of my undue woes, I took it there to know they care,they laughed,they cried as inside I died.A feeling gained as another lost, I chose to dance and paid the cost. Was the joke on me or am I free from all the peril inside I've seen?Do they now know of the troubled toll its taken on me to fight this disease.Or are they all shameless on this day of arraignment and simply just pleased to have me back for thier needs. Was I designed to be undermined by all of these people that inside I can see through?Smarter than me? I do not believe. Maybe thier snowed by societies foes, and easily convinced that lifes about rent and money can save you from what inside has enslaved you. I cannot agree, with this I believe, money can make you or break you apart, Without such trust, your life is disgust and you'll never be defined by what money can find. Happiness is the search of life, in my eyes I see this right. No more games only premade dreams of a life that holds all glory. In independence I'll find my niche and somehow become my story. One day I'll press rewind and as the gears they grind, I'll look back and see where I lost track and pick up where I left and needlessly crept into this world of endless pleed. I"ll see then just what not to pretend but just what I needed to be so unconcieted. To be so crushed by an unyielding rush of a passion that burned so bright. Was I confused , not really abused but simply just blasted by a feeling that lasted. Can I forget without regret a feeling that lasts through all this mess, can I please push it under so I can come somehow not wonder about what really could have been? Torn between love and a lust everlasting, to find out the truth I'd have to do some unmasking. I miss my place of wild disgrace but now its time to let these thoughts erase, get back into life, forget all the strife and just be living inside forgiving................................................... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 176 [topic] => 61 [informant] => kerrah681 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 23 [ratings] => 6 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles ) Your Poetry Dot Com - Let It Go

Let It Go
Date: Thursday, 1st December 2005 @ 12:24:57 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: kerrah681

So exposed, I'm now to close,a chapter in this verse of life.Everyone knows of my undue woes, I took it there to know they care,they laughed,they cried as inside I died.A feeling gained as another lost, I chose to dance and paid the cost. Was the joke on me or am I free from all the peril inside I've seen?Do they now know of the troubled toll its taken on me to fight this disease.Or are they all shameless on this day of arraignment and simply just pleased to have me back for thier needs. Was I designed to be undermined by all of these people that inside I can see through?Smarter than me? I do not believe. Maybe thier snowed by societies foes, and easily convinced that lifes about rent and money can save you from what inside has enslaved you. I cannot agree, with this I believe, money can make you or break you apart, Without such trust, your life is disgust and you'll never be defined by what money can find. Happiness is the search of life, in my eyes I see this right. No more games only premade dreams of a life that holds all glory. In independence I'll find my niche and somehow become my story. One day I'll press rewind and as the gears they grind, I'll look back and see where I lost track and pick up where I left and needlessly crept into this world of endless pleed. I"ll see then just what not to pretend but just what I needed to be so unconcieted. To be so crushed by an unyielding rush of a passion that burned so bright. Was I confused , not really abused but simply just blasted by a feeling that lasted. Can I forget without regret a feeling that lasts through all this mess, can I please push it under so I can come somehow not wonder about what really could have been? Torn between love and a lust everlasting, to find out the truth I'd have to do some unmasking. I miss my place of wild disgrace but now its time to let these thoughts erase, get back into life, forget all the strife and just be living inside forgiving...................................................

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