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Array ( [sid] => 11746 [catid] => 1 [aid] => Mick [title] => Siro's Note [time] => 2003-02-01 08:30:00 [hometext] => A poem of mine that indeed does have some meaning [bodytext] => I'm sitting here, I'm kind of scared
But oh well, tell me who does care

I'm getting so close, to saying goodbye
I admit it now I want to die

This pain it hurts, I cannot bear
Every single day my heart just tears

God I'm sick of crying all the time
I'm so fed up no use to try

I'm sitting here, here at my home
I cry my tears I'm all alone

Theres no one here to hear my voice
Remember everything I do it is my choice

Hold me now, but its too late
This feeling inside me can no longer wait

All i wanted was to be heard
I cried for help but there was no words

I hear the gun call out my name
If I come with him he'll erase my shame

Should I go? or should I stay?
Do I want to live another heartbroken day?

I just feel to sad to go on
There's no one here that'd care If i'm gone

I take my steps, remembering what i said
A million thoughts running throughout my head

I love you mom, dad its the same
Please forgive me for what I became

Bro I love you, you're still on my mind
But theres no place for me to hide

My very last words to all my friends
I'll be with you till the very end

I'm in the room, and theres no sound
My heart in my chest begins to pund

I'm getting scared, just kind of afraid
But after this I'll have no more pain

I've shut the door and locked it up
I'm leaving here I've had enough

I've brought it out, opened the case
If I come with him i'll be in a better place

It feels heavier, more than before
Soon I won't have to deal with it anymore

I hold it now, its shaking in my hand
Someday you'll know and understand

If i'm on the floor, please don't despair
Don't blame yourself cause you weren't there

You did all that you ever could, I'm leaving here for my own good

So when I decide to leave this world
Please don't make me the forgotten girl

I love you all, my love I send
Its time to go, this is the end

I'm excited now, I'm gonna fly
With my last few breaths I say-
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Siro's Note
Date: Saturday, 1st February 2003 @ 08:30:00 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: SpreadYourWings

I'm sitting here, I'm kind of scared
But oh well, tell me who does care

I'm getting so close, to saying goodbye
I admit it now I want to die

This pain it hurts, I cannot bear
Every single day my heart just tears

God I'm sick of crying all the time
I'm so fed up no use to try

I'm sitting here, here at my home
I cry my tears I'm all alone

Theres no one here to hear my voice
Remember everything I do it is my choice

Hold me now, but its too late
This feeling inside me can no longer wait

All i wanted was to be heard
I cried for help but there was no words

I hear the gun call out my name
If I come with him he'll erase my shame

Should I go? or should I stay?
Do I want to live another heartbroken day?

I just feel to sad to go on
There's no one here that'd care If i'm gone

I take my steps, remembering what i said
A million thoughts running throughout my head

I love you mom, dad its the same
Please forgive me for what I became

Bro I love you, you're still on my mind
But theres no place for me to hide

My very last words to all my friends
I'll be with you till the very end

I'm in the room, and theres no sound
My heart in my chest begins to pund

I'm getting scared, just kind of afraid
But after this I'll have no more pain

I've shut the door and locked it up
I'm leaving here I've had enough

I've brought it out, opened the case
If I come with him i'll be in a better place

It feels heavier, more than before
Soon I won't have to deal with it anymore

I hold it now, its shaking in my hand
Someday you'll know and understand

If i'm on the floor, please don't despair
Don't blame yourself cause you weren't there

You did all that you ever could, I'm leaving here for my own good

So when I decide to leave this world
Please don't make me the forgotten girl

I love you all, my love I send
Its time to go, this is the end

I'm excited now, I'm gonna fly
With my last few breaths I say-

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