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[aid] => mick
[title] => Joyfull Lies
[time] => 2006-04-01 03:52:44
[hometext] => I havent posted a poem in a while so i figured i would enjoy hopefully
[bodytext] => Alone, and ugly
I'm someone that youll never be
everyday i wish id die
but then again everydays a lie
i just cant continue to be
the young, the hopefull, and one of the free
Cause it effects me, i cant explain
the screaming torment, amplifies the pain
i cut myself
my skin goes through hell
my eyes go dry
as i wipe the tears from my eye
i load the clip
and think of the *****
all of the *****
youve done to make me quit
the way you look into my eyes
and feed joyfull lies
i should be shooting you
but thats not what im going to do
because you were the world
that caused my toes to curl
and turned me into something i never would want
jumpin off like its a harmless stunt
hurting my love for something i trust
you will be the death of my demons that you must
parting, from this loathing
thats manifested itself into everything
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[alanguage] => english
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