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I am a mum and been a wife,
hurting myself, every one to see,
trying to hard to reconstruct me,

where is the girl I used to be,
somewhere trapped inside of me,
crying and sad full of pain,
looking for ways to come back again,

I need to nurture the little girl,
who used to love life, and never dwell,
on all the things in the past,
that made her life so overcast,

who had so much to look forward to,
could not wait till she grew,
spent her life wistful and dreaming,
who suddenly woke, crying and screaming,

Tried so hard to be good,
do all the things that she should,
along the way it all went wrong,
for happiness she does long.

Why do some people cause so much pain,
attack you again and again,
never happy with their lot,
more concerned with what youv'e got..

I just wish I could be free,
find the girl I used to be,
she is some where in my head,
my biggest fear is, she is dead...
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Date: Saturday, 1st July 2006 @ 12:40:10 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: lillyjane
Whats in store for me,in this life,
I am a mum and been a wife,
hurting myself, every one to see,
trying to hard to reconstruct me,

where is the girl I used to be,
somewhere trapped inside of me,
crying and sad full of pain,
looking for ways to come back again,

I need to nurture the little girl,
who used to love life, and never dwell,
on all the things in the past,
that made her life so overcast,

who had so much to look forward to,
could not wait till she grew,
spent her life wistful and dreaming,
who suddenly woke, crying and screaming,

Tried so hard to be good,
do all the things that she should,
along the way it all went wrong,
for happiness she does long.

Why do some people cause so much pain,
attack you again and again,
never happy with their lot,
more concerned with what youv'e got..

I just wish I could be free,
find the girl I used to be,
she is some where in my head,
my biggest fear is, she is dead...


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