Your Poetry Dot Com - I miss you more then I am willing to admit

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I have over analyzed
And now this has all turned to ****
I have built you up
Only to see myself crumble beneath the weight
Wait, I have yet to start
This is it

I want you near me
When loneliness has no comforting features
I want you to see me
In my most hideous form
In my most depressive states
I day-dream about your face
I play back conversations
Nearly erased
What a waste
This mouth can not taste
Or no longer breathe in the air
As all my strength is spent
On wondering if you care
You wouldn’t dare
Lead me on
Bring me in
Just to see me chased

I want you to return
Though you never came
I want you all to myself
Though you were never mine
I want you back
Rewinding time
I want to see you
First thing when I awake
I want to be near you
Just in case
I make a fatal mistake
I want to hear you
Every word
Baked apple cake
Sweet and tender
Moist in the center
With bits of my heart left to take

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I miss you more then I am willing to admit
Date: Wednesday, 1st November 2006 @ 07:06:57 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: lancaster

I miss you more then I care to admit
I have over analyzed
And now this has all turned to ****
I have built you up
Only to see myself crumble beneath the weight
Wait, I have yet to start
This is it

I want you near me
When loneliness has no comforting features
I want you to see me
In my most hideous form
In my most depressive states
I day-dream about your face
I play back conversations
Nearly erased
What a waste
This mouth can not taste
Or no longer breathe in the air
As all my strength is spent
On wondering if you care
You wouldn’t dare
Lead me on
Bring me in
Just to see me chased

I want you to return
Though you never came
I want you all to myself
Though you were never mine
I want you back
Rewinding time
I want to see you
First thing when I awake
I want to be near you
Just in case
I make a fatal mistake
I want to hear you
Every word
Baked apple cake
Sweet and tender
Moist in the center
With bits of my heart left to take

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