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That has shaken me.
Provoked such feelings.
Forced to look at my own brutality.

The pain that I spread.
Like an airborne virus.
I watched your tears fall..
The body became so lifeless.

I can’t seem to say sorry enough.
For the mistakes I’ve made.
I try not to feel your pain.
But it’s as sharp as a blade.

When sorry just doesn’t cut it.
What am I supposed to do?
I can’t ignore the truth any longer.
It’s impossible to chew.

It’s like swallowing gravel.
Trying to force out these words.
I’m choking on my own voice.
If only I could set time backwards.

To before I met my fate.
Before I had gone too far.
Before the pain, and guilt.
These memories fade like a scar.

I’m trying to fix the un-fixable.
And repair this permanent damage.
But I cant find the tape and the glue.
To protect this broken heart like a bandage.

So how do you say sorry..
With a mouth full of pins?
I’ll choke and drowned in my blood.
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Guilt.
Date: Saturday, 2nd December 2006 @ 10:44:24 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: ham323
This feeling deep inside..
That has shaken me.
Provoked such feelings.
Forced to look at my own brutality.

The pain that I spread.
Like an airborne virus.
I watched your tears fall..
The body became so lifeless.

I can’t seem to say sorry enough.
For the mistakes I’ve made.
I try not to feel your pain.
But it’s as sharp as a blade.

When sorry just doesn’t cut it.
What am I supposed to do?
I can’t ignore the truth any longer.
It’s impossible to chew.

It’s like swallowing gravel.
Trying to force out these words.
I’m choking on my own voice.
If only I could set time backwards.

To before I met my fate.
Before I had gone too far.
Before the pain, and guilt.
These memories fade like a scar.

I’m trying to fix the un-fixable.
And repair this permanent damage.
But I cant find the tape and the glue.
To protect this broken heart like a bandage.

So how do you say sorry..
With a mouth full of pins?
I’ll choke and drowned in my blood.
Before you can forgive me for my sins.

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