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The days all start the same,
Something has died inside since you came,
Life brings only pain and tears,
No matter the passing of the years,
When I smile now its fake,
The sorrow in my heart shall always ache,
Night, day, winter, spring, how should I care?
its all the same because your not there,
I wish I could hate so at least I would feel,
I don’t feel much even as time turns its wheel,
My body should die following my heart to the grave,
I have nothing here to love so let me die in this cave,
How can I dare to live?
When rejected all the love I give?
The lies, oh all those sweet lies you told,
I always felt sad for your heart so cold,
I say it was my fault for this slow death I die,
There is no reason to cry or even wonder why,
I believed in you and fell for the mask you wore,
All you saw in me was a stupid whore,
Perhaps I am worthless after all,
Who would know or care I have none to call,
I love you and you took all I had,
Deep down inside are you really so rotten and sad?
I die now for I love those that can’t love me,
Nor except the love I give for they can’t see,
So I become someone I was not,
Inside me a battle is being fought,
I don’t even care which side wins,
For its all the same when it ends,
The dark and the light not different but the same,
I love you though I knew I would be hurt the day you came,
That’s why its my fault and I deserve to die,
Loving you that would place me aside,
You just wanted all the wrong things but I love you still,
You lied, used, took, though you knew my pure will,
All I wanted to see you happy and I believed you,
The fatal blow you did by using me though you knew,
Just how much love that I gave,
Now there is nothing left of me to save,
All that’s still alive fights for control,
Most of my heart is dead already, so be my soul,
And this is the death I die,
Because a fool was I that believed your lie.

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This poem is Copyright ยฉ alison