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What did I do to deserve this
I mean what have I done
To live my life alone here
I mean having no one.

What did I do to deserve this
To have my lips all alone
And to have no hand to lock mine
It's a fault all my own

I guess
That I've been driving
My car to the bridge
And I cannot dare to push it
But I'm over the edge

But what did I do to deserve this
I mean, am I that bad
That the only guy in my life
Is my pchsyco weird dad

What did I do to deserve this
To have no one hold my hand
What am I so missing
That I can't get a man

I mean maybe I'm not girly
And, baby I can be loud
I've got a personality
Of which to be proud

So maybe I'm not slutty
Is it that much
To base your whole relationship
Just apon touch

But what did I do to deserve this
Having crushes on guys
Who smoke and don't give up
I mean, not much of a prize

But I cannot even get that
God, stop torturing me
Is there something I am missing
That I can't seem to see

Baby, stop backing me up
I know I'm really not great
Don't you think that if I was
I would have just one date

"Guys aren't everything"
Stop feeding me bull
I mean I can breathe without one
I just can't make it through school

To have to see my best friends
With theirs, holding close
And all I gets a hug, kiss on cheek
At the most

I just don't get how I have done this
How am I so alone
I mean is it that important
I'm raising my tone

I'm funny and I'm serious
I think that's real good
Just try not to catch me
When I'm in a bad mood

But the reason I get in 'em
My self confidence drops
But thats all because nobody's mine
It's not tops

I promise

Something will happen
But my chance is so gone
School's out in about 4 days
Then my chances will run

Lemme get your number
Maybe then we can chill
If depression's a sin, then baby
See you in hell

I want someone to hold to
I'm flirty enough
I mean, can I be that ugly
I doubt it, it's tough

So one last time I'm asking
What I should do
But to deserve this torture, baby
What did I do?

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