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[sid] => 137109
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Close The Door
[time] => 2007-09-02 08:31:09
[hometext] => Theres A breaking point, a choice, a way out... ( a frightening point of view. )
[bodytext] => Trying not too wake up
only wishing everything would just go away
turning off the world around you
while you lie awake in fear
unable to stay sleeping
to close your eyes
So desperate
to push it away.
Only turning around
to stare it in the face
dissecting what's inside to see
every uncertainty
every minor insecurity
Loathing
Everything
that you are
And feeding the sickness
with ugly little lies.
a fragile mind set
becoming a puppet to your own delusion
twisting and bending
at every selfish impulse
until it breaks
and the strings snap
severing the fatal connection
The boiling point is reached
Unable to keep inside.
A decision must be made
a strike to the mirror
shattering the image
one final blow
and eyes close tightly
shutting out the light
closing the connection
between reality
and your personal fiction
facing fears
and final decisions
as every falls apart
there's a way out
always a way out
an escape to be made
selfish
and thoughtless
Opening the last door
and taking a breathe
as everything you ever created
goes to waste.
[comments] => 2
[counter] => 234
[topic] => 36
[informant] => Forgotten_soul
[notes] =>
[ihome] => 0
[alanguage] => english
[acomm] => 0
[haspoll] => 0
[pollID] => 0
[score] => 0
[ratings] => 0
[editpoem] => 1
[associated] =>
[topicname] => Suicide
)
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