Array ( [sid] => 140732 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Decision [time] => 2008-03-02 21:44:35 [hometext] => I know its short, and its not as good as it could be. but i am going thru a really hard time, and this is just real. Its how i feel in this moment. Thank you for reading [bodytext] => I love/hate this feeling,
Sitting here filled with shame,
Holding razor blades,

Contemplateing my next move,
It always makes me feel better,
thrity minutes later i am thinking
'what have i done?'

Sometimes i wish i could run away
from all the people and the hate,
Everyone asking me 'why do you have to be this way'
Standing in a room full of people,
Screaming at the top of you lungs and no one hears you,

So cliche, but its true!
I just feel so lost can someone,
please tell me what to do? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 207 [topic] => 48 [informant] => SkippysAm0r0n123 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry ) Your Poetry Dot Com - Decision


Decision
Date: Sunday, 2nd March 2008 @ 09:44:35 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: SkippysAm0r0n123
I love/hate this feeling,
Sitting here filled with shame,
Holding razor blades,

Contemplateing my next move,
It always makes me feel better,
thrity minutes later i am thinking
'what have i done?'

Sometimes i wish i could run away
from all the people and the hate,
Everyone asking me 'why do you have to be this way'
Standing in a room full of people,
Screaming at the top of you lungs and no one hears you,

So cliche, but its true!
I just feel so lost can someone,
please tell me what to do?

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