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[aid] => mick
[title] => My 1st Poem
[time] => 2009-10-03 04:57:08
[hometext] => This is the 1st poem I've ever written, i couldn't sleep and decided to let some things out....
[bodytext] => Is it insanity that keeps me by myself
or is it this cold world and everyone else
i wish for a cure, but there's none I'm sure
I'm just a fish chasing after the devil's lure
going farther and farther away from the light,
til' even the dimmest light seems bright
i struggle with my selfishness
and a constant feeling of helplessness
i struggle alone, and yes i cry
but i wipe the tears from my eye
i call out but no one seems to listen
wonder if when I'm gone they'll say "damn i miss him"
I'm tormented with dreams that keep me awake
ironically ill b asleep at my wake
though i may die tomorrow at noon
or some other time i hope not so soon
ill die with my head held high
and maybe, just maybe, god will let me fly....
[comments] => 4
[counter] => 205
[topic] => 61
[informant] => mrsolodolo
[notes] =>
[ihome] => 0
[alanguage] => english
[acomm] => 0
[haspoll] => 0
[pollID] => 0
[score] => 8
[ratings] => 2
[editpoem] => 1
[associated] =>
[topicname] => selfstruggles
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