Array ( [sid] => 176823 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Anguish Crushes Me [time] => 2013-09-06 18:55:19 [hometext] => [bodytext] => I feel a darkness growing inside me.
And a light that tries to fight it.
I feel sorrow building in my gut.
And a joy that tries to kill it.

I have so many things in this world.
But I feel like I have nothing.
I am angry, and disgusted
I perish more each day because of this

All I want is a way out
But there is no escape from this place
Only a place to hide, where I remain afraid

I fight with my own actions
I run from my own thoughts
I have no value to anyone
Not even myself.

So I try to build up a tolerance
of myself and those around me
But it just continues to make me grow more angry
And I don't know how to fight it anymore.

So I remain here, inside
Trapped beneath this pile of anguish
Struggling just to breathe
and keep myself alive in this place.



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Anguish Crushes Me
Date: Friday, 6th September 2013 @ 06:55:19 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: ArloDisarray
I feel a darkness growing inside me.
And a light that tries to fight it.
I feel sorrow building in my gut.
And a joy that tries to kill it.

I have so many things in this world.
But I feel like I have nothing.
I am angry, and disgusted
I perish more each day because of this

All I want is a way out
But there is no escape from this place
Only a place to hide, where I remain afraid

I fight with my own actions
I run from my own thoughts
I have no value to anyone
Not even myself.

So I try to build up a tolerance
of myself and those around me
But it just continues to make me grow more angry
And I don't know how to fight it anymore.

So I remain here, inside
Trapped beneath this pile of anguish
Struggling just to breathe
and keep myself alive in this place.



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