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What am I to feel
Could it be, or is just a nightmare
That I have to live through and bare
I'm still trying to grasp the whole WE ARE GETTING MARRIED part
The very words that shattered my Heart
Into a million pieces, right on the kitchen floor
Pieces that won't heal together any more
standing here trying to shake those words out of my head in some way
But like a broken record, they only replay
I feel the tears, but I refuse to let them slide down my face
Because I know hurt is ready to find a place
But where, because my heart is shattered into a million pieces on the kitchen floor
And my very soul is protected only by a fragile door
So I shall feel nothing for him, from this day forth
My mission to love again is mission abort
So as I walk past the shattered pieces of my heart on the floor
I let one tear fall, because there would be no more
Those were my thoughts as I walked out the door
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what am i to feel
Date: Friday, 3rd January 2014 @ 08:51:42 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: desire
is this even real
What am I to feel
Could it be, or is just a nightmare
That I have to live through and bare
I'm still trying to grasp the whole WE ARE GETTING MARRIED part
The very words that shattered my Heart
Into a million pieces, right on the kitchen floor
Pieces that won't heal together any more
standing here trying to shake those words out of my head in some way
But like a broken record, they only replay
I feel the tears, but I refuse to let them slide down my face
Because I know hurt is ready to find a place
But where, because my heart is shattered into a million pieces on the kitchen floor
And my very soul is protected only by a fragile door
So I shall feel nothing for him, from this day forth
My mission to love again is mission abort
So as I walk past the shattered pieces of my heart on the floor
I let one tear fall, because there would be no more
Those were my thoughts as I walked out the door
Because love doesn't live here anymore

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