I'm trapped inside
No place to hide
How do you get away from your own thoughts?
I thought I could escape but I'm still caught,
how do you tear down the walls you create?
In this self made prison of doubt and hate,
I've been pushing people away just to see if they will stay,
but as soon as they are gone, I'm alone and I'm afraid,
Can someone help me escape? I feel so ashamed,
I broke my own heart but can't handle the pain.
There is no one left to help me live,
I tried to repent but it's too late to forgive,
I don't love me, but my love for them is strong,
It's not returned, I pushed too hard, now they're gone.
So many chances I let just pass by,
Now no one is left to say goodbye,
No one to miss me, no one to know,
I broke my own heart when I could have just grown.
Someone save me
From myself
Someone care enough
...Someone help!
There's no one here
No one to hear
no one to see
to wipe the tears
to sooth the fears
to say 'I'm here'
to hold me near
no one is here...
these prison walls are far too tight
I'm trapped inside,
No place to hide.
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