Your Poetry Dot Com - then again

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i wonder what my shape will be
will i fit in anywhere
when i cooperate with the scars i hate
then never...ever...care

will i bounce around? roll uphill?
against the sense of plush obscene
as i tear into the future
with a characteristic gleam

will i simply meld into the mold
like silly putty died
an embarrassment to pliable
a travesty to tried

will i measure up to the bigger me
or fall just short of my skin
an ever-present echo
until death...and then again

joshua howell
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then again
Date: Monday, 20th March 2017 @ 01:26:40 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: Jigget

then again
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i wonder what my shape will be
will i fit in anywhere
when i cooperate with the scars i hate
then never...ever...care

will i bounce around? roll uphill?
against the sense of plush obscene
as i tear into the future
with a characteristic gleam

will i simply meld into the mold
like silly putty died
an embarrassment to pliable
a travesty to tried

will i measure up to the bigger me
or fall just short of my skin
an ever-present echo
until death...and then again

joshua howell
3-16-2017

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