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[title] => Just as it is
[time] => 2020-06-23 18:24:22
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[bodytext] => I remember the moment clearly
I woke up and could no longer feel you near me
It wasn’t painful, a currency expended long ago and beaten into submission
It was a mystery. All I had believed in without intent was suddenly lost
I was comforted several times over. You had finally moved on and I could now fully embrace my life I had created for myself
I was happy for you and excited for me. Truly a new beginning. Rebirth
Time passed and I stopped thinking of you. It was a peaceful uncoupling of a long tortured connection
I smiled more and felt myself change, but not completely. I also mourned.
Until a quiet Saturday
It seized my consciousness abruptly with an impending nausea laden with giddiness and desire
You were thinking of me once again... our souls entangling with familiarity and longing
It makes me sick
But it’s the most comforting love I’ve ever known. It just is. Much like existence. Except, I plan to leave it that way.
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