Self-Fix (Conviction) Date: Thursday, 2nd October 2003 @ 05:35:00 AM AEST Topic: Sad Poetry Contributed By: sicknivesevered I TELL MYSELF EVERYDAY TO STEP UP AND PAVE MY WAY I'VE GOT TO REACH INSIDE AND PULL OUT CONFIDENCE CAUSE NO ONE WILL CARE FOR ME - THEY ALL JUST LET ME BE I'VE GOT TO LEARN TO NOT LEAN ON RELIANCE A CON-VICT To what I did not do - To what I did not see To what I did not say - To what I did not bleed SHATTERED I TELL MYSELF EVERYDAY TO STEP UP AND PAVE MY WAY BUT THERE'S A WALL - ITS JUST SO HARD SOMEHOW NO ONE HELPED ME - I WAITED FOR THEM, BUT SEE THEY DID NOT COME - I MUST FORCE MYSELF NOW A CON-VICT To what I did not do - To what I did not see To what I did not say - To what I did not bleed I AM MY OWN GREATEST NIGHTMARE I AM MY OWN WORST CRITIC I AM MY GREATEST VICTIM I AM THE SILENT HERETIC I have to turn everything around Overcome my own mind I have to get up off the ground Break away from this grind I MUST SHATTER PICK ME UP AGAIN START ALL OVER KILL WHAT I HAD BEEN A CON-VICT To what I did not do - To what I did not see To what I did not say - To what I did not bleed I'm sick of this rant already Let's end it This poem is Copyright © sicknivesevered Important note: ALL POETRY ON THIS SITE IS COPYRIGHT. If you wish to use any poem for any purpose, please either EMAIL Mick from the sites feedback form, or go to the AUTHOR'S site and EMAIL the author for permission. If you Email Mick for permission on any poem that is not his personal works, he will endeavor to contact the author on your behalf. This poem comes from Your Poetry Dot Com https://www.your-poetry.com/ The URL for this poem is: https://www.your-poetry.com/route.php?page=poetry/PoemDetail&story_id=24233