Your Poetry Dot Com - Thoughtless

Deep in the dark shadow realms of my mind,

One could only hope to dream off and find,

A self-explanatory question for my malice,

Something to question why I live in darkness

Its not my fault that i'm hated by peers,

Doesnt affect me; Wash away my bloodswept tears

Maybe its because i'm vindictive, volitile and misunderstood

Or Maybe its becuase I wouldn't if I could

I'm hated by all even by my own blood,

I might as well slit my throat and drown myself in acid

Because there always undermining my creed

Forgetting that I am there seed

Yet thoughtless and still alone

Unable to achieve something like a home

Unable to forget the beating and the drinking

Unable to pick myself up and stop myself from sinking

I cant get my past out of my head anymore

I'm still a child and I want to be loved

Instead I'm hated for what I am and shoved

I need it more than anything in the world

I need to speak or I wont be unfurled

Please someone help me from my own dreams

Please someone take away my screams

I need your compassion I need your love

I need to see that flying white dove

I cant take this anymore,

I'M NOT A WHORE,

I didnt ask for that, I didnt want it

I NEED YOU to get me through all this

Please forgive me for doing nothing

Please forgive me for clipping my wings

Please forgive me for never telling

PLEASE forgive me for coping

I fell for his lies and suaveness

I'm NOT GAY, i'm just thoughtless

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