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[aid] => mick
[title] => Blinking Back The Tears
[time] => 2004-03-02 02:12:08
[hometext] => Ahhh...back to ignoring my math teacher and writing instead. Tell me what you think.
[bodytext] => Blinking back the tears
The hurt rips me up inside
I can't let them see
Behind a fake smile I hide
Blinking back the tears
Don't want them to know
The pain in my heart
I don't let it show
Blinking back the tears
So scared and alone
Won't let them help
Won't pick up the phone
Blinking back the tears
I won't tell
Keeping it to myself
Living in Hell
Blinking back the tears
The pain tears at my soul
Ripping it apart
Leaving a dark hole
Blinking back the tears
I pick up the blade
I cut out the pain
Thinking of the mistakes I made
Blinking back the tears
Blood rolls down my hand
I start to feel weak
I can no longer stand
Blinking back the tears
I fall to the ground
My life slips away
Without a sound
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[informant] => JadedExistence
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[alanguage] => english
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[topicname] => Suicide
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