Your Poetry Dot Com - unknown and alone

Array ( [sid] => 41275 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => unknown and alone [time] => 2004-04-01 04:33:09 [hometext] => [bodytext] => i walk alone in a twisted world
cus no one else is here
my dreams are visions of the past
that have all but disappeared
my voice has grown so weak
that i can barely even speak
and the past haunts me while i sleep

you see me now
through ice blue eyes
you see me cry
and ask if I'm fine
i look away
and you know I'm not

inside i scream
i scream in pain
i scream in terror
at a past i just cant leave

you know my name
you know what you see
you know what i tell you
but you don't know me

you know when I'm hurting
you know when I'm scared
you know when I'm angry
but you don't know me

cus inside I'm screaming
inside I'm cring
inside I'm fighting
against these demons
of my past

there's a part of me that's hidden
locked deep inside this soul of mine
there's a part of me that frighten
a scared little child

i want to talk
but i don't know what to say
and every time i start to
its as if i lose my voice
so i change the subject
and keep my all my fears to myself

at night while I'm sleeping
my past comes back to haunt me
and in my sleep i scream

i smile now
more than i use to
i cry now not only on the inside
i try to talk
i can a little
but there's still so many things
i just cant remember
unless I'm asleep
i wake up sweating
scared to death
i wake up screaming
and i don't know why

it's as if I've lost some part of myself
this child like image of me
that's locked itself
so deep inside
and thrown away the key

something happened long ago
i can't remember
i just don't know
but it scared me so much
i locked the memory away
and it haunts me now
while I'm asleep
its the reason part of me is missing
its the reason I'm not complete

so you think you know
but trust me you don't
because there's a part of me
i don't know myself
you don't know my demons
and you don't know me

i walk alone in a twisted world
cus no one else is here
my dreams are visions of the past
that have all but disappeared
my voice has grown so weak
that i can barely even speak
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unknown and alone
Date: Thursday, 1st April 2004 @ 04:33:09 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: rain

i walk alone in a twisted world
cus no one else is here
my dreams are visions of the past
that have all but disappeared
my voice has grown so weak
that i can barely even speak
and the past haunts me while i sleep

you see me now
through ice blue eyes
you see me cry
and ask if I'm fine
i look away
and you know I'm not

inside i scream
i scream in pain
i scream in terror
at a past i just cant leave

you know my name
you know what you see
you know what i tell you
but you don't know me

you know when I'm hurting
you know when I'm scared
you know when I'm angry
but you don't know me

cus inside I'm screaming
inside I'm cring
inside I'm fighting
against these demons
of my past

there's a part of me that's hidden
locked deep inside this soul of mine
there's a part of me that frighten
a scared little child

i want to talk
but i don't know what to say
and every time i start to
its as if i lose my voice
so i change the subject
and keep my all my fears to myself

at night while I'm sleeping
my past comes back to haunt me
and in my sleep i scream

i smile now
more than i use to
i cry now not only on the inside
i try to talk
i can a little
but there's still so many things
i just cant remember
unless I'm asleep
i wake up sweating
scared to death
i wake up screaming
and i don't know why

it's as if I've lost some part of myself
this child like image of me
that's locked itself
so deep inside
and thrown away the key

something happened long ago
i can't remember
i just don't know
but it scared me so much
i locked the memory away
and it haunts me now
while I'm asleep
its the reason part of me is missing
its the reason I'm not complete

so you think you know
but trust me you don't
because there's a part of me
i don't know myself
you don't know my demons
and you don't know me

i walk alone in a twisted world
cus no one else is here
my dreams are visions of the past
that have all but disappeared
my voice has grown so weak
that i can barely even speak
and the past haunts me while i sleep

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