Your Poetry Dot Com - I want to die!

living conditions,
aren't that great,
the giants above mock us,
because we're in this state!

shock waves,
send deep vibrations through my brain,
sending deep flavoured emotion,
through out my veins.
i lie frozen on my bed,
all these things inside my head!
i lie in the dark,
inside my self, i've a dead heart!
all the time, i always burn.
how to make it stop, i guess i'll never learn!
it gobbles me up, inside it's whisper,
and keeps me swollen, in my pussing blister!

and so i get crushed,
and i send my piercing screem,
it sends shock waves, which haunt my dreams!
and when i see it,
"my deep inner vision",
and the more i think about it,
the more it grows into my decision!

i am sensitive,
yes, i know!
i am breakable,
but can't let go!

it moulds me down,
shattered and weak,
so i close up small,
and don't speak!
my life, i can't divide, i can't hide, in my disguise, i can't pretend that things don't collide!
black emotion is always passed through me,
it makes me think of death,
and won't let me be free!

...and that's the reason why,
i want to die!
until the point of suicide!!

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