Your Poetry Dot Com - Silent Self Destruction

A burning desire
revealing all my lies
an insane guilty conscience
rushing my demise

What little strength i have is taken
by you with such a force
Ive let you run my life the way you wish
thanks to you its taken its course

Looking you in the eyes
as fear is no longer concealed
the violent nature evolves
as my innocence,you steal

Determination is abolished
with one grab of a hand
a fall within seconds
after getting up to stand

My voice loses its way
trapped within my soul
Insanity,cant seem to find an escape
as it continues to eat me whole

The silence deep down,festering
a cycle of hate its started to make
the inner person that i once was
is what its begun to take

Silent self destruction
as the lies eat away
eat away at my mind
I'll one day make you pay

Im left here once again
asking myself why?
these decietful ways of yours
make me want to end this life

To you this seems like one sick game
to me its very real
a game that will drive me to my grave
i hold bruises that won't heal

Ive lost focus on alot of things
my focus i lose when tears i cry
These hidden truths have to stay inside
up until the day I die.

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