Your Poetry Dot Com - Screams from a dollhouse

Im feeling pretty ****** up
dont you understand
the feelings inside are bubbling
and my emotions seem unreal
The urge to cut so uncontrollable
I cant stand this feeling
The pain unbearable
I am suffocating in this dollhouse
Of control
I scream and scream but no one hears my mercy plea
If you looked closer you would see
just an innocent girl looking for something she cannot have
A girl with lost hopes and dreams
Searching for anything to give her life once more
I take an ice cube and press it deep into my skin
hoping to numb the pain im in
i think its working
im feeling really cold
my arm is limp with no pain at all
My breathing is ragged
my heart wont stand still
everything's spinning
im out of control
Water drips down my arms
Tears fall from my eyes
Cant you all see
Its me i despise

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