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it's so amazing how someone changes....
and how easy they can snap.......
it's so strange how everything you thought you knew can be altered forevermore.....

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so my thoughts run back to before
when i wanted to hurt myself
my thoughts run back to the day
when any pain i could controle
was a relief, a way to be free

i yearned to see my blood
to feel the soft touch of that blade
to watch the crimson paint my arm
and show it's love to me

and now i think again
though i know that i should stop
the more these thoughts flow by
the greater the chance of repetition grows

but now i'm an adult
no time to call for help
all these childish thoughts
i wish they'd go away.....




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call for help
Date: Wednesday, 1st September 2004 @ 07:27:46 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: purplestary

it's so amazing how someone changes....
and how easy they can snap.......
it's so strange how everything you thought you knew can be altered forevermore.....

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so my thoughts run back to before
when i wanted to hurt myself
my thoughts run back to the day
when any pain i could controle
was a relief, a way to be free

i yearned to see my blood
to feel the soft touch of that blade
to watch the crimson paint my arm
and show it's love to me

and now i think again
though i know that i should stop
the more these thoughts flow by
the greater the chance of repetition grows

but now i'm an adult
no time to call for help
all these childish thoughts
i wish they'd go away.....






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