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you wont miss me
if i die
you wont cry
you wont notice that im gone
while your with your buddies singing a song
im just another face in the crowd
another hopeless girl just trying to get around
if i died you wont cry
you wont even recognize
no one knows who i am
there is no reason to live
no where to stand
im hopless and lost
lost on an island and can't get off
i dont know what to do
please help me
who are you
do you know who i am
do you know how i feel
i cry at night
because no one cares
who i am
they say hey girl
or you or something like that
sometimes people call me fat
im worthless
i have no purpose in life
except to be a fat chump
who sits at the computer all night
so if you ask me what i do all the time
ill say i cry because of you
because of the fact that you didnt see me
you were mean to me and made fun of me
you called me invisible not likeable too
ill tell you i cry
and there's nothing you can do
you ruined my life by being mean
now i have no meaning
no reason to live
no purpose to breath
im a waste of space
im nothing new
im nothing cool
im just a girl
trying to get through middle school
just like you
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If I Kill Myself
Date: Wednesday, 1st September 2004 @ 04:07:27 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: hilaryduffisme_yah
if i kill myself
you wont miss me
if i die
you wont cry
you wont notice that im gone
while your with your buddies singing a song
im just another face in the crowd
another hopeless girl just trying to get around
if i died you wont cry
you wont even recognize
no one knows who i am
there is no reason to live
no where to stand
im hopless and lost
lost on an island and can't get off
i dont know what to do
please help me
who are you
do you know who i am
do you know how i feel
i cry at night
because no one cares
who i am
they say hey girl
or you or something like that
sometimes people call me fat
im worthless
i have no purpose in life
except to be a fat chump
who sits at the computer all night
so if you ask me what i do all the time
ill say i cry because of you
because of the fact that you didnt see me
you were mean to me and made fun of me
you called me invisible not likeable too
ill tell you i cry
and there's nothing you can do
you ruined my life by being mean
now i have no meaning
no reason to live
no purpose to breath
im a waste of space
im nothing new
im nothing cool
im just a girl
trying to get through middle school
just like you
and im a human being too

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