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[aid] => mick
[title] => Killing Me Silently
[time] => 2004-09-01 22:07:48
[hometext] => Life is what we make of it, nothing in my case.
[bodytext] => Killing Me Silently
Lashing out against you
This is the problem
This world means nothing
To me; it never did
This is the point
In the redundancy of life
Nothing is worth it
To survive
Not caring
Would be the bliss to be felt
Caring so much for others
And nothing for myself
Giving up
In this situation
Killing me silently
Is this life again
Killing me
Is what I've done
Regretting living
For failed expectation
I'm failing myself again
From the life I have made
I'm lashing out at you
To just understand
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[topic] => 36
[informant] => Essentially9
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[ihome] => 0
[alanguage] => english
[acomm] => 0
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[score] => 6
[ratings] => 2
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[topicname] => Suicide
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