Array ( [sid] => 69686 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => selfish suicide [time] => 2004-11-01 14:13:56 [hometext] => [bodytext] => When the knife runs across my arm,
I smile and feel alittle better.
Then it hits me...
I need to hurt to be happy.
I need to cut myself to smile.
My world upside down.
The love of my friends and family...
Doesn't make me happy.
I know that it's wrong to bleed.
I know that it's wrong to want to die.
But I do it anyway.
I'm self destructive and self abusive.
And I spose you'd say I'm suicidal.
And I'm selfish.
And I'm being this way to show off.
But it's not like that.
I'm sick, I'm ruined, I've loved and I've lost.
I'm so young, I'm so ruined.
So I'm sick and I'm selfish.
I'm still here. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 161 [topic] => 36 [informant] => surge_joebot [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide ) Your Poetry Dot Com - selfish suicide


selfish suicide
Date: Monday, 1st November 2004 @ 02:13:56 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: surge_joebot
When the knife runs across my arm,
I smile and feel alittle better.
Then it hits me...
I need to hurt to be happy.
I need to cut myself to smile.
My world upside down.
The love of my friends and family...
Doesn't make me happy.
I know that it's wrong to bleed.
I know that it's wrong to want to die.
But I do it anyway.
I'm self destructive and self abusive.
And I spose you'd say I'm suicidal.
And I'm selfish.
And I'm being this way to show off.
But it's not like that.
I'm sick, I'm ruined, I've loved and I've lost.
I'm so young, I'm so ruined.
So I'm sick and I'm selfish.
I'm still here.

This poem is Copyright © surge_joebot


Important note: ALL POETRY ON THIS SITE IS COPYRIGHT.
If you wish to use any poem for any purpose, please either EMAIL Mick from
the sites feedback form, or go to the AUTHOR'S site and EMAIL the author for permission.
If you Email Mick for permission on any poem that is not his personal works,
he will endeavor to contact the author on your behalf.

This poem comes from Your Poetry Dot Com
https://www.your-poetry.com/

The URL for this poem is:
https://www.your-poetry.com/route.php?page=poetry/PoemDetail&story_id=69686