Your Poetry Dot Com - There is no what was

Why am I so alone.
What’s wrong.
Where is everyone.
Anyone that would care.
Where they ever even there.

No one’s there for me.
No shoulder to cry on.
No one to catch me when I'm down

I just want a some one.
Someone who will see me crying inside,
while everyone else sees the smile on the outside.
I’d have nothing to hide.
For he would be mine.

He is standing in front of me,
Next to me.
But to him, I'm not there.
Why would he see me.
Why would he care.
If he only knew how I felt
And was the same.

That’s why I hide in the shadow’s
Afraid of my own heart.
If he takes it and breaks it,
Will it bleed.
Black blood from my black and damaged heart.

There is no what was,
There never was anything.
Nothing but my dreams and hopes.
And look where that got me.

I would have rather loved and lost,
Then never loved at all.
I would rather be loved and forgotten,
then never loved at all.

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