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“Lost and Confused” - by J. Samuelson Copyright©2001 01/14

I’m so lonely, I can’t feel a thing
I’m so empty, I could lay down and die
I’m so lost that, I can’t see where I’m going
I’m so stressed that, I can’t even breathe.

I’m hurting, down deep in my heart
I’m missing you, so much, so completely
I’m fading, and nearly out of reach
I’m falling, and almost out of touch.

Not knowing where to turn
Cause no one could understand
I gave every last bit I had
I’m left all alone once again.

I don’t even know how this happened
I thought I was doing things right
I guess I should have known better
Now I may have pushed her away.

If this is the way it is ending
I will never, ever, forgive myself
If I had only given her the space
I wouldn’t have made her want out.

It’s my fault, I caused myself this pain
I never let you take your time
I put all this pressure upon you
I only have myself to blame.

I hope that these aren’t the last words
I hope there may still be a chance
I only ever wanted to love you
I only was trying so hard to show you.

For the last time, I love you forever
You will be locked here in my soul
You are the perfect vision in my eyes
And I love you more than words can say.

I only can leave you to ponder
What you really need in your life
I have no choice but to let go now
It’s up to you now, but I’m here.

I will always think of your best interest
Even if it means without me
I want you so much to be happy
It’s all I have left to pray for.

So I lied, I’ll say it one more time
I’ll love you until my very last day
You will never leave from my memory
It’s burned on the surface of my eyes.

Once again, can’t help myself, I’m a liar
I love you, I need you, I miss you
I don’t know how to go on without you
But God, and time, will have to decide.

I will always be here if you change your mind
I will always leave my heart opened to you
I will never accept love from another
I will only wait and hope it will be you.

I’ve said what is killing my insides
I have nothing left that I could do
I now will just hope I can drift to sleep
Though I am still Lost and Confused.

This I know will never end for me
I’ll be forever Lost and Confused.

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