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[aid] => mick
[title] => I'm Real
[time] => 2005-03-01 05:23:51
[hometext] => This is writing that I write about me...I dont know if its nessicarly poetry per se but I'd like to think it is..
[bodytext] => I'm sitting..
What a surprise...
I'm thinking
Yet another...
I've been weathered
Teathered
Torn and chained
The boy within...
Slain
It took just one minute
A moment in time
Why was I so blind?
I saw it coming
I knew it would hurt
I still wound up with my face in the dirt
it hurt
I felt..
IT ALL
I was powerless to escape
I tried to crawl
But I just fell
Fell into this world
This place
This shattered paradise
Everything is okay now
Maybe thats the problem?
Everything is okay...
Though it may be an oddity
Its become a sweet addiction
The spear through my soul
The nails in my heart
its bittersweet
Pain laced with a bit of lust
I lust for it
The bittersweet pain of
One love
One hope
One dream
its so far away now
I see it from the back of a boat
like a distant island fading away..
I was nearly there as we passed it
But it just slipped away
Me
Powerless
Yet
Through all of this
I'm thankful
I'm crazy
I'm hurting
But I'm me
No one can steal that
No one can take it
It is the one true thing through out it all
Its been weathered
Its been torn
Its been reborn
But it still walks this earth
Step
Step
Step
Marching to the beat of a drum
But failing marching out of chorus..
I may be strange
I may be torn
I may be flawed
I may be pathetic
But I'm real
I'm me
I'm Jake
I know this
It gives me power
Strength
I can take it all now
Throw what you will
It will hit me
And yes
it will hurt
I could care no more
because I understand now
I get it
I know..
I'm real.............
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