Apparently Not
Date: Sunday, 1st May 2005 @ 10:05:25 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry


Contributed By: eatfresh22

I'm at a loss for words
When depression lacks the
Intensity it once held.

Why I'm writing, I do not know
When every word this pen bleeds
Is inadequate to my misery.

Maybe because it reminds me of you.
Maybe that's why I haven't written for so long.
Maybe not.
Maybe it's because words used to be
My magical medium of releasing
My thoughts, fears, emotions, agony,
And now they fall shor tin every aspect.

When no one understood, I wrote.
Now, that too has become a futile attempt
To heal my heart.

Sometimes I'm fine.
I'm convinced I don't love you.
Then, sometimes, like today,
I realize I'm not all right
And that I'll love you
Forever.

Maybe it's just today.
Maybe this is just a phase.
Maybe time will heal me.
Maybe the pain will flee from me forever.
Eventually.
But, for now, my still-breaking heart crushed a little more.


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