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I lost my life (Pt. 1) (Nothing is left)

By:Nicholas Ingram

Life was a vaulable thing,
You killed me,
All the things you done and said,
and you wonder why in the hell I'm dead,
I guess i lived part of my life,
There is nothing left but to throw the rest away,
It was just the 2 of us,
But *****, now its nothing left but a bunch of black dust.

I stumble around,
feeling like ***** again,
knowing that your moving tears me apart,
Within and then,
My senses are distorted,
and your face is unclear,
It turns red,
I am sick to my stomach,
I keep crying,
I find my self back at home,
In the shower,
Puking my guts out,
I cant even see, its all black,
am i dying?,
You held me closer telling me not to cry,
But i still feel like i want to die,
Far, far, away, we might meet again,
to SICK to care,
Forcefully, i try to open my eyes,
But i suddenly realize,
I'm dead.
There is nothing left.

Life was a vauable thing,
you took my life,
all the things you done and said,
and you wonder why i look at your face,
and wish i was dead,
I guess i live part of my life,
but you took the rest away,
Raped away,
Maybe i could live again, one day?,
it was just the two of us,
but ***** nothing is left but white dust.

I cant stop blaming myself,
But you were the one, who took my life,
with your hands, your words,
what can i do dead,
cuz then i really couldnt give a *****,
every day of life i was stuck,
Crying so sadly,
no more worrying nick,
but i loved you,
by that i could'nt control what i felt,
could'nt control what i did or said,
Freaking out, ***** up,
I KILLED MYSELF.

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