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[aid] => mick
[title] => life...explained
[time] => 2005-07-08 20:29:49
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[bodytext] => life is so messed up with all its twists and turns and no matter how many twists i go through im never ready for the next so im constantly having to pick myself upand try again and it starts to hurt my integrity and it lowers my self esteem sometimes i just get so mad and i throw in the towel for awhile behind the grayness in my eyes i know i can do it but theres that twinge of fear that ill fail just like everything else i do am i not ready for the world? or is it not ready for me? so i sit in my thoughts they keep me so down i dont know how i keep going i dont know everything at all my smiles fades into the black and im falling to the ground i can do it, i know i can but its gonna take some time being down [comments] => 1 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 61 [informant] => unluckicharmz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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