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[sid] => 100670
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Helpless
[time] => 2005-07-09 16:23:26
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[bodytext] => I'm sick and tiered of all these lies, All these dashed hopes and failed tries, I wish I could run away and leave it all, Just get away before I make someone else fall, I found a new way to help stop me when I start to think, But how long will I last before it throws me out of sink, How long can I manage before it destroys me, Well at least this time the effects are in a way no one will see, This decision is one I must forever hide, No one would understand no matter how hard they tried, I'm confused and I don't know what I should do, I just cant bare to tell others what I'm ging threw, I feel so helpless and weak inside but I still try to act strong, I don't know how to deal with everything that's gone wrong, Why can't I handle everything without throwing a fit, Words can't describe how bad I'm sick of this *****, All this bad news is starting to make my ears ring, I just wish I knew a way to fix everything, But even when I try to help people I find things beyond my control, And the fact I can't do anything is really taking its toll. But I'll handle this now because it's nothing I can undo, I'll once again smile falsely and struggle threw. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 242 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Shyness [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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