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[sid] => 101498
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Help Me
[time] => 2005-07-18 08:06:53
[hometext] => Take Care Of Me.
[bodytext] => i tried to look happy, i have tried not to cry. can you tell in my eyes, that all my happiness is a lie. i don't want to hurt you, but i can't stop somehow. everytime i stab you hard, i tell myself to take a bow. who is person when i look in the mirror. and what has she done with the me i used to know. i think that very soon, it is time for this monster of a person to go. i hate pretending so much, i hate doing what i do. i wish i could change for good and not bad, just as much as i wish i were with you. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 141 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Red_Spyder_Pixie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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