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[sid] => 102642
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Ninety Nine Goodbyes
[time] => 2005-08-04 11:32:19
[hometext] => My mom ran away and said it was all my fault so I wrote this to make myself feel somewhat better. Hope it's a good read.
[bodytext] => My soul shatters Everytime you say goodbye My heart wrenches and squeezes the air out of me Goodbye counted to fifty My soul leaves me faster than a dog chasing a cat Goodbye dearest I won't show you the sadness That eats away at my soul I'm no longer the girl you wanted me to be I count the goodbyes to sixty Getting angry I slam the door Tears cascade my face as my cheeks are smeared with blood Two days gone I'm laying in bed I count the goodbyes to sixty Pity me so, dear and I'll count to eighty Slam the door once again This is starting to become repetitive Fall on the bed and cry myself to sleep I counted to seventy You come waltzing back in Saying you were sorry Then finding that I've done wrong I clasp my chest fighting the waves of panic You look to me with angry red eyes I count to eighty Trying to explain the turn of events Brush me off as if I were a mosquito You grab your things still by the door And slam the door with a goodbye still ringing in my ears He said goodbye for the nintieth time So I grabbed the only thing that would Stop my soul from dying I said goodbye And counted to ninety [comments] => 2 [counter] => 156 [topic] => 75 [informant] => EmoDCgirl36 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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