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[sid] => 104160
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => on the other side
[time] => 2005-08-22 15:08:53
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => i stayed in this same area for so long that now i realized that i only as a person has camed down when i speak i look to the ground without a smile but a sad face or a frown but i guess its time for me to start running not from myself this time but from my troubles, the lies , the words of others i know inside of myself is where i need to search farther for years i struggled to become the person who i am i failed alot i have failed, and now i am starting to give a damn i can't let my mother do it alone i was told to hold on but it is so hard to be strong i pray and i pray still praying, still praying but nothing is happening, it seems as if i am being punished for everything i can't smile and i can't even sing so now i realize that i have to continue on with myself i don't want to struggled but i will continue until death will it get better from all of these years i don't know i'm caught in fear i'm not ready for this ride, but i am going to crank up my car and leave not just go anywhere, but i am going where its better i going to heal my soul i'm going where the grass is much more greener on the other side [comments] => 1 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 65 [informant] => seci [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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