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Array ( [sid] => 105653 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Emotions From Hell [time] => 2005-09-13 22:59:47 [hometext] => Bipolar [bodytext] => So here i am sitting alone in the dark
Waiting for life to gimme a spark
Would light appear and take me from this evil?
Would the urges to cut disappear if i gave in to a needle?
I feel very sad today
Looking outside at the cold dark bay
I feel the tears whell up inside me
Will i ever be free
This bipolar is leaving me insane
God life is killing my brain
So afraid to let my emotions go
Afraid ill cry and cant stop the flow
Salty tears fall down my cheeks
Havent cried in atleast 4 weeks
Would you like to see the soul that ive hidden for so long?
Havent prayed --thats just so wrong
Ive cut into soul
Seeking for my whole
And all i found was emptiness
No i dont feel too much bliss
I wanna go home
Sleep in my bed of chrome
Have you ever had the feeling that you wernt good enough?
So you tried to put up a face and be tough?
Have you ever felt so sad, that the whole world could break your heart?
Its like ive been depressed like this from the start.
I seem to bite back the anger
Seem to avoid all the danger
Ive drawn red marker on my body
To signify the blood-i was naughty
Im overwhelmed with saddness
Wish i was delighted in gladness
I feel so lost in this earth
Feel like my next ticket out is in a hearse
I just want to dissapear
My life has become insinscere
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Emotions From Hell

Contributed by _Kerlimka_ on Tuesday, 13th September 2005 @ 10:59:47 PM in AEST
Topic: SadPoetry



So here i am sitting alone in the dark
Waiting for life to gimme a spark
Would light appear and take me from this evil?
Would the urges to cut disappear if i gave in to a needle?
I feel very sad today
Looking outside at the cold dark bay
I feel the tears whell up inside me
Will i ever be free
This bipolar is leaving me insane
God life is killing my brain
So afraid to let my emotions go
Afraid ill cry and cant stop the flow
Salty tears fall down my cheeks
Havent cried in atleast 4 weeks
Would you like to see the soul that ive hidden for so long?
Havent prayed --thats just so wrong
Ive cut into soul
Seeking for my whole
And all i found was emptiness
No i dont feel too much bliss
I wanna go home
Sleep in my bed of chrome
Have you ever had the feeling that you wernt good enough?
So you tried to put up a face and be tough?
Have you ever felt so sad, that the whole world could break your heart?
Its like ive been depressed like this from the start.
I seem to bite back the anger
Seem to avoid all the danger
Ive drawn red marker on my body
To signify the blood-i was naughty
Im overwhelmed with saddness
Wish i was delighted in gladness
I feel so lost in this earth
Feel like my next ticket out is in a hearse
I just want to dissapear
My life has become insinscere




Copyright © _Kerlimka_ ... [ 2005-09-13 22:59:47]
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Re: Emotions From Hell (User Rating: 1 )
by hauntedscorp on Wednesday, 14th September 2005 @ 12:24:56 AM AEST
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This sounds so sad, one of my best friends is bipolar. I hope you have a good support group of friends/family to help you through the tough times.
Good job with this write, you brought to light something that far too few people recognize and understand.
Keep up the writes, and welcome to YPDC : )


Scorp.




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