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Untitled
Contributed by
Scarletrayne
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Thursday, 29th September 2005 @ 05:29:29 PM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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***** I get so mad sometimes, I try to push it all away, but you constantly instigate, then run away. What can I say to you, that you'll actually believe? You think things, that are never true, your paranoid I swear. You won't talk to me, won't tell me whats wrong, you hide things, you lie, and you accuse me of it aswell. Saying I don't tell you anything, well *****, news flash, were not an item anymore! You chose that. It wasn't just no communication, you expect to much, more than you think, and I want to live up to that, its just hard, and you can't accept that, my job, is not to create a play by play of my life for you. I can't tell you everything, and I can't handle this, you hide yourself, gaurding your thoughts, and everything else, I want to be here for you, I'm trying as hard as I can but your dragging me down with you, and no matter how hard I try to bring us back up, I can't. It's like you purposely hold us down. You confuse me, you say there's still feelings, then you do this. You don't trust me, I lie, I hide things, how can you have feelings for someone like this? You don't even believe in me, I can't keep promises, I gaurd myself, I'm not perfect, I'm sorry. Thing is, I really tried to be for you. There must be something wrong with me, I try to make everyone else happy, and hurt myself in the process, I must have been hard to deal with, very straining, complex, stressful - a waste of your time.
Well here's my vow I promise to keep
No longer will I wait for you, to take my hand, I won't expect anything of you, not your ear, nor your soothing comfort, I won't bother you with my problems, you know... the one's I never shared. I won't burden you with my emotions, my feelings, the ones I no longer have. I won't fight for us, pushing so we can work, because I guess, you never wanted that. I won't lay awake, in my bed, thinking of how much you mean to me. What you've done and said, I won't cry for you, because you never hurt me, at least not that I'll admit. And lastly, I won't think of you, as I look at all the beautiful things in the world, because thats what you remind me of, everything that's wonderful.
I guess I didn't mean the same, never thought I did to you. Can't think of why I tried. I loved you.
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Scarletrayne
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Re: Untitled
(User Rating: 1 ) by vampyrekiss on
Thursday, 29th September 2005 @ 06:03:49 PM AEST (User
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good write |
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Re: Untitled
(User Rating: 1 ) by Evening_Star on
Thursday, 29th September 2005 @ 08:22:43 PM AEST (User
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Even though its sad, its beautiful. I like you was once there too. You put into words the emotions that we both have felt. |
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Re: Untitled
(User Rating: 1 ) by xXxmegsxXx on
Monday, 3rd October 2005 @ 05:06:55 PM AEST (User
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great poem, i like it |
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