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[sid] => 110355
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Absence
[time] => 2005-11-25 08:14:31
[hometext] => this is about someone very close to me who, from my point of view at least, disapered without a trace, i miss him and i tried to track him down but i don't want to be a slave to memory....maybe he'll read it
[bodytext] => As the newborn cries in the early morn my mind turns to you Your long unkempt silky hair, unwashed mouth that spoke so true In the waning mid day trial with the mob all around you shared with me your soul And I returned as best I could, listening to you made me want to be whole Like lovers we passed notes in class, Downloaded articles on the unknowable that made the paper aeroplanes seem such a childish farce And know I sit and wonder why Why you did not call? Why our time was so brief? Why this pain I feel is so much like grief? Will I ever see you again? Where are you on this breaking morn? My dark truth speaking endlessly seeking one What was it, did I do something wrong? Have you found the saviour yet there was so much left to discuss I never gave you that Bible did I betray your trust I would have liked it to be from me To return the favour, for what you let me see You affirmed my belief in being my self I may have set you on the path but your questioning forever tested my spiritual health I feared sometimes your steamroller mind I answered you as best I could and tried not let my faith fall behind But always in a warmer place I longed to be more than just your friend I told you ounce my truth with all of my courage and you did not respond Was it to much to take on? There was always a question I never asked, a line I never crossed, a move I never made I always wondered I dream still For all you gave me there is a void you did not fill Remember our plans we were going to see the world, just you and me I would have had the courage then to speak How long hitch hiking, sleeping under the stars a month or just a week Oh, but there is a rift between us something must have been lost Even if its just distance I long to mend whatever the cost So today on this early morn I wrote you, to pass the time, this Too morn the never was of our first kiss Wherever you are this sweet morn Don’t let the barsted’s rob you of you If we ever meet again I will be more bold Whatever your truth, please don’t leave me cold [comments] => 2 [counter] => 196 [topic] => 33 [informant] => PLformalyknownasPpaul [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SecretLove )
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