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[aid] => mick
[title] => Broken
[time] => 2005-12-08 07:38:17
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[bodytext] => I wish there was a point to this "not knowing" But all it does is scare me to death. I cannot bare this uncertainty, This longing for something tangible Something good to look forward to... Something to cling to, no matter what. There’s nothing out there for me. So how can you say I should be happy? Should I be glad for what this world has taken from me? My ability to love and trust and feel… My heart, my life is broken. There’s nothing left to save now And there’s nothing left to break Hence my apathy and indifference The only that’s real to me is emptiness And on and on I go Suffering this so-called life Not keen on living but not yet ready to die So until my time has come I will live this lie My mind’s made up My heart, my life is broken [comments] => 1 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Davinah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 19 [ratings] => 5 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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