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Array ( [sid] => 111152 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => My Confession [time] => 2005-12-08 21:22:53 [hometext] => My favorite Oxymoron.........i just needed to get some things off my chest [bodytext] => here at my keyboard my finger slips on the "H" key
I have been crying for a while but I’m not sure why
how long have I been here
I guess that more a metaphor
I’ve been crying for a min
but its really been much longer
I’ve been here for an hour
but its really been a lifetime
this same place saying the same words
my depression blah blah blah
I’m sad blah blah blah
I’m angry blah blah blah
over and over I say the same thing
I start to wonder if I’m just a martyr
do I want to be here do I force myself to stay
stay lonely and angry and depressed all the time
who would I be if I wasn’t crazy
that my thing, the crazy depressed girl
im just an annoyance on this planet i realize
I’m take up space and important people time
I’ve never been lonely; just wanting attention
I’ve never been depressed; I just wanted you to make me smile
I’ve never been bipolar; i just want u to like me

well now that’s off my chest, I will just go die
my final suicide, I’m 20 years old, and I still want to cut myself
I’m 20 years old, I haven’t done it since I was 16
I’m 20 years old, and I haven’t grown up since...
i was such a mature young lady, now I’m a young women and as mature as i was then
my final suicide, my favorite oxymoron. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 156 [topic] => 48 [informant] => lessa [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 16 [ratings] => 6 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
My Confession

Contributed by lessa on Thursday, 8th December 2005 @ 09:22:53 PM in AEST
Topic: EmotionalPoetry



here at my keyboard my finger slips on the "H" key
I have been crying for a while but I’m not sure why
how long have I been here
I guess that more a metaphor
I’ve been crying for a min
but its really been much longer
I’ve been here for an hour
but its really been a lifetime
this same place saying the same words
my depression blah blah blah
I’m sad blah blah blah
I’m angry blah blah blah
over and over I say the same thing
I start to wonder if I’m just a martyr
do I want to be here do I force myself to stay
stay lonely and angry and depressed all the time
who would I be if I wasn’t crazy
that my thing, the crazy depressed girl
im just an annoyance on this planet i realize
I’m take up space and important people time
I’ve never been lonely; just wanting attention
I’ve never been depressed; I just wanted you to make me smile
I’ve never been bipolar; i just want u to like me

well now that’s off my chest, I will just go die
my final suicide, I’m 20 years old, and I still want to cut myself
I’m 20 years old, I haven’t done it since I was 16
I’m 20 years old, and I haven’t grown up since...
i was such a mature young lady, now I’m a young women and as mature as i was then
my final suicide, my favorite oxymoron.




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Re: My Confession (User Rating: 1 )
by Eternal_Dreamer on Thursday, 8th December 2005 @ 09:41:57 PM AEST
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A deep, sad and emotional write. You are not alone my friend. Don't ever think u are taking up space and taking up peoples time. Need to talk pm me okay I'm a really good listener.
Chin up and may ur days ahead be much brighter.
*heartfelt hugs for u*
~sue~


Re: My Confession (User Rating: 1 )
by The_Cowardly_Lion on Thursday, 8th December 2005 @ 10:02:58 PM AEST
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Beautiful poem. you're so honest. i admire that. my fav oxymoron is cowardly lion, surprise:) u aint alone. n im gna sound like a tool now so sorry in advance, but positive thinking. changed my life! still hav blue days, but who doesnt.
'All children are artists. The problem is how to remain an artist once he grows up.'
dnt change


Re: My Confession (User Rating: 1 )
by Jackee_line on Monday, 18th September 2006 @ 05:04:52 PM AEST
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An emotional write, I feel your pain. Well done




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