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[aid] => mick
[title] => i'm your lost memory
[time] => 2005-12-30 04:03:10
[hometext] => this is my first to put on here in a long long time so please comment...
[bodytext] => Haunting this crimson regret of me dying, I open my eyes to find you still hiding in the corner still covered in my blood. Still lying to yourself saying "it was meant to be" still thinking that I’ll be just a memory, but knowing all along that you’ll be missing me. My dark shadows fall from life in this room of emptiness and loneliness. Under the floorboards I lay lifeless. Helpless as a child as my life is sucked right out from underneath me and out the door. I will speak no more… I’ve decayed in your memory now. I’m washed away for good. I thought you might consider remembering me because that’s all I ever wanted from you. I wanted to be known, remembered, and noticed by you. That’s why I taunted you that night when you held that knife to my throat. Now I see that was one of my biggest mistakes. I wanted you but I couldn’t have you and now I am gone forever. My chance to get you is forever gone now. I’m dead. I’m dead to you. I’m dead to me. I’m nothing but a lost memory somewhere in your head. I’ll never be found by you. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 562 [topic] => 13 [informant] => grim6669 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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