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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Awaken
[time] => 2003-01-26 07:00:00
[hometext] => This is part one of a three part poem that I wrote in November of 2002. I had just contacted my high school classmates for the first time in 14 years. The poems tell the rest of the story. Most of the poems that I have written revolves around the period I was in high school, and the students in my class were the main focus. The last 14 years has been like putting a giant puzzle together. The final pieces were filled in the last few months. This is my way of saying goodbye and coming to terms with a lot of unresolved feelings.
[bodytext] => Awaken from sleep, what happened to me?
Consumed by addiction from insecurity Traveled through darkness and internal hell Never confronted that boy in the shell Looked to the future, but buried the past But as long as I did my stability would not last Spoke to the ones who did their part Unknowingly to make me hide my heart Let go of the memories of being trapped and abused Let out the truth about what I did when I was bruised One last goodbye and a last ***** you To the hidden scars, that obscured what I do Confronted the pain, the very essence of me And all at once, the clouds did clear, and finally I did see Darkness is fading, the threat starts to shrink The zombie like existence I’ve had is a link To the questions and answers from so long ago Content with the fact that I finally know Why it was me, and what was the cost All of things that I thought were gone were never lost… [comments] => 1 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 31 [informant] => darkscorpio [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => StoryPoetry )
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