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[sid] => 113318
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[aid] => mick
[title] => The End
[time] => 2006-01-17 10:39:51
[hometext] => hey this isnt true but i hope u like it
[bodytext] => She drifts into a world so far away into a world I cannot say. She stands there alone cold in the rain thinking of her life incomplete with pain. Dreaming to go to a different place someplace that she can be herself. She sits in her room drawing on her wrists she calls it her life story not depression slits. She's feeling invisible once again this can't be happening it has to end. She has no one by her side she's all alone her soft warm heart has turned to cold stone. She doesn't understand why this is her life completely filled with hurt, pain, and strife. She blames herself she cries every night hoping that soon something will go right. She tried to hold on for a few more years but never seeming to get rid of these tears. She stopped the cuts dealing with pain another way she stopped eating every single day. She began to lose weight she quit going to school she had not one care for anything in the world. She never got out of bed she had no reason to she began to feel so weak and knew what she had to do. She cut once again to see what it was like she's now able to be happy for that night she took her life. ©lisha 2005 [comments] => 2 [counter] => 177 [topic] => 32 [informant] => xthrewmyluvawayx [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 14 [ratings] => 5 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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