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[sid] => 114388
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Never Would Have...
[time] => 2006-02-06 20:00:48
[hometext] => think u cant take it nemore?
[bodytext] => I used to believe suicide was the only way never dealing with problems and always having a bad day every night i used to cry and pull out my knife every night i thought i was ready to end my life i used to want out and to forget every bit of my past i didn't want to see a future i just wanted this to end fast i used to cut my wrist and play games never caring what others thought just as long as mom didn't know just as long as i wasn't caught i think back on what i could have lost i could have never met the love of my life i very easily could be gone if just one time i would have slipped with that knife i think about how stupid i must have been to even let that thought over come me to see my blood each night i wonder why it took me so long to finally see i could have never became anything just a lost soul at a young age i never would have had a job never would have been engaged i never would have found out i wasn't straight i never would have found my one true soul mate thank you my baby for saving my life for keeping me here and for one day becoming my wife [comments] => 3 [counter] => 246 [topic] => 36 [informant] => shrunkin_fool34142316 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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