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Array ( [sid] => 1151 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => I Dont Want To Cry Anymore... [time] => 2002-07-26 10:24:01 [hometext] => its about a lot of things this, in a lot of ways... [bodytext] => I dont want to cry anymore
I dont want to lie... like before
I dont want to wake and to find
Its passed me ...left me behind
Its hard to believe... how i feel
The things i perceive... are they real
Is life playing... tricks on me
Can the whole world see... the things i see
Or am i blind... to what will be
Is this really
... Reality...

I dont want to live in the past
i want to get rid of this mask
i want to see me...smiling...carefree
happy in calmness...i'll bask
if only i thought... with conviction
when could i look back... and smile
when could i feel...reality's real
and everything real is
...Worthwhile...

I've prayed and i've strayed and i swore
like a feeling of being there before
to enjoy while indulging
is it called relapsed guilt
to be seen to be clean
absolved from the filth
what choices... the voices
inside you have said
perhaps i 'll stop crying...perhaps when i'm
...Dead...

I dont want... to be Me...i'd much rather win
i'd like to be free
to step out of my skin
to look back and say
i did tell you so
but you wouldn't... listen
you went with... the flow
the flow of a no... one
who's closing the door
i really dont need this
but i dont want to cry
...Anymore...

I'd love to just laugh like i can
to wake... a brand new...new man
to behold what they see...is a man...just like me
who honestly...does not give a damn
like a fool that is chasing the rainbow
to someday...come to its end
where the colours behold...is one crock of gold
but the colours of gold can
...Offend...

I dont want to cry anymore
i dont think i will...like before
i've shed and i've bled...and i've bleeded the blood
my world turned to red...like i knew that it would
my rainbows...what ever...they soon passed away
but i dont want to cry
...Not today...

MDM...25/07/02...



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I Dont Want To Cry Anymore...

Contributed by markymark on Friday, 26th July 2002 @ 10:24:01 AM in AEST
Topic: DarkPoetry



I dont want to cry anymore
I dont want to lie... like before
I dont want to wake and to find
Its passed me ...left me behind
Its hard to believe... how i feel
The things i perceive... are they real
Is life playing... tricks on me
Can the whole world see... the things i see
Or am i blind... to what will be
Is this really
... Reality...

I dont want to live in the past
i want to get rid of this mask
i want to see me...smiling...carefree
happy in calmness...i'll bask
if only i thought... with conviction
when could i look back... and smile
when could i feel...reality's real
and everything real is
...Worthwhile...

I've prayed and i've strayed and i swore
like a feeling of being there before
to enjoy while indulging
is it called relapsed guilt
to be seen to be clean
absolved from the filth
what choices... the voices
inside you have said
perhaps i 'll stop crying...perhaps when i'm
...Dead...

I dont want... to be Me...i'd much rather win
i'd like to be free
to step out of my skin
to look back and say
i did tell you so
but you wouldn't... listen
you went with... the flow
the flow of a no... one
who's closing the door
i really dont need this
but i dont want to cry
...Anymore...

I'd love to just laugh like i can
to wake... a brand new...new man
to behold what they see...is a man...just like me
who honestly...does not give a damn
like a fool that is chasing the rainbow
to someday...come to its end
where the colours behold...is one crock of gold
but the colours of gold can
...Offend...

I dont want to cry anymore
i dont think i will...like before
i've shed and i've bled...and i've bleeded the blood
my world turned to red...like i knew that it would
my rainbows...what ever...they soon passed away
but i dont want to cry
...Not today...

MDM...25/07/02...







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Re: I Dont Want To Cry Anymore... (User Rating: 1 )
by xFalling_of_Starsx on Friday, 26th July 2002 @ 10:39:24 AM AEST
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really loved reading this one, rare to find a poem you understand completely by heart.


Re: I Dont Want To Cry Anymore... (User Rating: 1 )
by Jenni_Kalicharan on Friday, 26th July 2002 @ 01:08:05 PM AEST
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Such a heartfelt poem, Mark.. One I can identify with....
Jenni


Re: I Dont Want To Cry Anymore... (User Rating: 1 )
by Kassidi on Friday, 26th July 2002 @ 02:25:01 PM AEST
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Very deep and poignant poem. It left me speechless....
Kassidi


Re: I Dont Want To Cry Anymore... (User Rating: 1 )
by orgygirl on Saturday, 27th July 2002 @ 03:26:29 AM AEST
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wow, this had a lot of emotion and I could completely relate. I really enjoyed this. I'm glad I caught it.


Re: I Dont Want To Cry Anymore... (User Rating: 1 )
by markymark on Saturday, 27th July 2002 @ 04:00:39 AM AEST
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Thanks for your kind comments...i do appreciate the time it takes to reply, i'm glad you enjoyed it...i'm sure you may like others i've posted elsewhere...take care thanks again..Mark...


Re: I Dont Want To Cry Anymore... (User Rating: 1 )
by markymark on Saturday, 27th July 2002 @ 04:02:11 AM AEST
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I'm glad also that you caught it, thats another plus for writing, having folk comment on your ramblings...thanks again...Mark...


Re: I Dont Want To Cry Anymore... (User Rating: 1 )
by Chrissie on Saturday, 27th July 2002 @ 09:36:43 PM AEST
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I'm moved deeply by this Mark...I really am. Lost for words! You write from your heart and your gut.
Lots of love my friend
Chrissie xx




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