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[sid] => 116412
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => to be trapped inside a lie
[time] => 2006-03-14 16:55:58
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => you say that i am perfect but please try to understand i am not everything that you think i am you say you love my smile and the way i laugh with you i don't want to tell you that this all untrue my best friend is the only one that can make my smile real but when shes not around its only pain i feel i wish that i could tell you but i don't know myself this sadness has overcome me maybe one day i'll be well you filled me with this sickness and you slowly watch me die but do you even know that i am hurting inside i try my best to hide it i think i do it well but when you say things like that i think that you can tell small things that you say or ask leave questions in my head are here to help me or will you leave me for dead he left me more than once maybe this is why i am kinda scared of you i get kinda shy so please don't talk to me any more than you have to hello is ok but dont say 'how r u' you make it hard to move on when your always there i am not sure if it's pretend or if you really care one more time i'll talk to you but i swear this will be the last then i will find someone else to love you can be my past [comments] => 2 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 43 [informant] => needs_change [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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