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[aid] => mick
[title] => CANT GET TO THE OTHER SIDE TILL I SAY GOODBYE
[time] => 2006-03-28 00:49:32
[hometext] => FINALLY, I THINK IVE HAD A BREAK THROUGH IN LETTING MY PAST GO-
[bodytext] => Driving down the road the music ringing loud pushing the pedal hard- all alone in my car- its my new cd- excitedly im listening song one, quickly brings my attention and by song two- me its completely consumed- let the past go- the words did echo give the wheel to God quit trying to control your plot break down, go ahead your tears out, you can let- its safe- this chance you must take- you’ve been strong in every day trying to move on but what you do not know is that your still not letting the past go- the man with a grave stone smile dead, yet it lingers still all the while- let him go, he’s gone nothing but a memory, a head stone- driving down the road like showers, my tears fall with my foot on the pedal I accelerate, push and go- trying to release his memory courageously and bravely ‘cant get to the other side until I say good bye’ were the words to the song that started this moment I did not even want fine, I’ll let him go- as I pass the building that brought a memory somehow- ah, it was the hotel- the place where I alone did go- with his letter in my hand his words of love, I read- I thought he was the one to heal my heart instead, he lied, in what I thought we were I thought he was going to be mine forever ok, I said good bye to the memory so faded- blowing a kiss- the memory I try to release- it came and went so fast faded in the breeze its like it almost didn’t even happen- gone, with the wind- that scares me, I don’t want to forget those precious nights together we slept- holding each other so tight- and the way we danced and kissed I don’t want to release his kiss I still hold on my lips- ah, the truth I finally release- but I will be brave and strong trust that I can go on- if I must I will let him go- I can do this, I know going home, to the life I still hold- put my children to sleep, their love, I tightly hold- ok, got it, got the message- must go on, must give my life to Jesus must say good bye to my past- so I can embrace the life I still have- must put my foot on the pedal- accelerate and go cant look back, leave the wind in the past- let Jesus guide me where to go- give him my control- serenity blows through me I am feeling amazing I can do this- getting to the other side of this starts with good bye and letting go of my past life- and embrace now and tomorrow and live my life every today and tomorrow- embrace the gifts learn, grow, overcome, accomplish much, live- shanna march 27 2006 [comments] => 1 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 21 [informant] => Adelle [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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